my 60th birthday next week mom and new grandson kyle well you are not here for both and you deserve to be you were my best friend and always there so miss you mom I know its 14 long years but it doesn't seem that long a week before my 46th birthday I never forget and hate this time really but I am having a dallas party and I no u would laugh etc but would love it really there is somany happy memories of you too many to put here I need a book I try and go to your grave when I can and talk to you and keep it tidy but the weather as u no I will try to go to nan and granddads too for you as I promised love u mom nan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx